Thursday, September 17, 2015

The Alergy

Just like alcohol the very substance you crave is the substance you are allergic to. I'm nt saying I cannot eat pork again! Knowing the science of addiction is important, knowing your body is important and knowing your own mind is of uttermost necessity. Your mind is your soul, your higher power and thus you make your way to a spiritual pathway and intentions, motivations and attractions that work in a healthy ,holistic lifestyle for you. Develop confidence to let others know in creative ways what don't warm for you in all your relationships. They will be grateful not to have to play the guessing game with you anymore .Gratitude is infectious!!!
Its very simple and in recovery that's important!
We have put our immune systems into severe work mode and now slowly must reintroduce them to a new stronger body style that we obtain from a new lifestyle.
Ive had a lot of help over the years on this condition of Candida! Which I feel I was born with. My body can produce sugar out of sucking on nails!!! One of my favourite authors on this topic and other related illness is Erica White who herself has been to the mat on this addiction and almost died at an early age of it.Her story is an inspiration to me and has allowed me to begin the journal my story.
I believe we can do all the step work we want and still be in active addiction because these harmful molds live undetected in our bodies.
Second stage recovery is about letting go, surrender, and learning to live a healthier more authentic life style, based in honesty open-mindedness and the willingness to share feelings thoughts and impressions in an open kind way also treating others in this regard.Making this decision to be fully responsible to myself and GOD, Goddess Spirit is a big step and one we begin over and over again towards a feeling of completeness, sacredness, and security.Its about healing and broadening our limited beliefs about ourselves.I  believe as long as the drug is being injested our delusions remain untreated and can lead to  spiritual sickness, that shows up in many ways from memory loss, to diabetes and other debilitating conditions a.We have the power to heal ourselves and Mother Earth.
In second stage recovery we can begin taking vitamins and build stronger immunities in our bodies. Eating fresh greens and drinking water helps eliminate toxins. Digesting probiotics is another important step.
Later we can level off....... not as many mood swings..... high and lows....... coffee and tea, cola, chocolate, and many energy drinks have to go! Energy creates energy, greens, high nutrient foods.Exercise as well creates energy.
One of the many harmful effects to the alcoholic body is stimulants like these that over work the adrenal gland and trigger the release of sugars into the blood stream,( stress has the same effect)
Many foods like smoked salmon, bacon, cured fish or meat like pepperoni and ham can result in a cross over sensitivity reaction!!! We are blind to this knowledge we just want to feel better NOW!
 

SECONDSTAGE RECOVERY

After thirty years of recovery from active addiction, years in therapeutic settings both as a recipient and as a rehab counsellor, miles and miles of Spiritual research, Christianity, Buddhism, Gnosticism, Aboriginal and Egyptian symbology as well as the Celtic Spirituality of my ancestors I found myself in severe withdrawal.
Ive written University papers on Alcoholism, studied hypnotherapy, linguistics training, chemistry of the brain and countless other forms of input along my days of self discovery, compassion and sharing,on my spiritual pathway, sober and free from the horrors of active addiction.
Ive counselled hundreds of recovering persons, attended seminars, given seminars,travelled to many speaking engagements in this country and the Caribbean to share a spiritual solution, informed and even at times inspired  message of recovery and maintance.I believe in the goodness of all things and this message is sacred to me in every way.I have witnessed nothing hot of miracles along this path.
However despite all my efforts, and my position in my recovery community, I found myself at 10pm on a Monday night in screaming severe withdrawal!!! As sick as if I were entering detox for the very first time, of which there was only one!!!! I've never looked back except to know and ascertain my long journey into living happy joyous and free.
This withdrawal was so severe at 10pm on this night like a screaming alcoholic I went to the PORK in the fridge!!! The pig and I ate it out!!!! Canadian Yeast withdrawal symptoms had won!!! This addiction is food allergy!!!
This blog is an attempt to share with others on this pathway, although individual in nature, my experience and learning in the hope of alleviating you; the recovering person of these horrible symptoms of this Canada Yeast related illness.
This blog will set up short narratives and pictures on the subject.
Please if you are in recovery from chemical mood altering substances GO! Have allergy testing done once a year...... they change and can be very debilitating after being clean for a period of time.
Stop smoking and stop using and abusing your body, let it be you guide not your master.